Undisclosed Desires

I'm not a blogger dude but ironically tonight, somehow i'm up to it. Well, where to begin huh?

Okaay, I'm kind of tired right now. 2 hours ago, i was just back from attending a really interesting forum. Hey, how could it not be when the house proposed a critical motion such like "is it bigoted to believe there is one true religion". Of course I went there with full enthusiasm because I've never attend such forum before. To tell u guys what's really discussed in that forum and the debate between the guests and the panelist and plus more-more AND just would take more much of my time. Probably, I'll spill out in future post.

Oh yep, now I've known the true meaning (hopefully haha) of my name. Aslam. It means submission. Well, they doesn't really discuss my name but the Islam panelist pointed out the

word Aslam somehow in her composed points. She's kind of hot anyway haha. Mapei jangan bajet ko balak die plak. Ok lah, before I further crap out and this entry supposed to be short I wanna get straight to the point.

Today, I learn that sometimes us it takes a fumbling endeavor before we could realized things around us. Especially, things we never think off and things we thought we understand it so much.

Hasta la vista!

Ape-ape lah

I ain't perfectionist yet I think a thousand times before I make a move. Bodo Ale. Buat je la. Well, here it goes.

A week ago, I was sitting right in front my computer. I'm stuck to my chair like there's super glue spread on it. Piles of notes and books were on my desk. Oh yep, I guess I totally forget to tell you guys, I was preparing for the last paper of sem 1 examination. There was 48 hours left and there was probably 48 chapters left uncovered. Nah just joking. But hell yeah I've got quite a lot more reading to do. As the clock ticked exactly 2.00 p.m, I was feeling fatigue. Hence, I decided to take a break. I took a deep breathe and push my room's veil sideways. Oooh baby, it's a great day! The weather was just perfect. The sunshine cast a great sense of warmth both literally and yeah mentally to me and the people here I guess. Anyhow, I blew off the chance to basically savor myself playing sports outside because as I said before, I've got a few more things to revised. Soon, the brisk energy and excitement gone in a matter of seconds. Duh, what a wrong timing for such weather to come. Should have waited for me to finish the exam first.

I didn't fret for long but I stayed for a while staring outside. I definitely love looking at the sky. Seeing the clouds dancing in the sky, husking forward and the bluish radiant spread over the sky. It's just so lovely. In the same time, the combined convulsive agony of not being able to go out and the beautiful evening seems to aspire me thinking deeply about one thing, kind of like having a prophetic vision on it haha. It's a things with 4 letters called l.o.v.e

So, what's with love? Is it a prurient desire between two people? or is it a just a feeling that give a penetrating warmth to folks? or is it simply an emotive power thats sparks when people seems to find chemistry between them? Could there be the so called 'love at first sight'? Is it for real? And what about love triggered by figurative eloquence? There were many more indifference question pondering in my head. Too many to list em all. But what caught me the most to write this post weren't those questions but the quest to unconditional love. Yeah, it's unconditional love. The kind of love that seems lost nowadays. Perhaps burned into thin air by the narrowing axioms of materialistic people.

Either we aptly realized it or not, we still have this ambrosial type of love. It's around us. Don't trust me? I'm sure it won't take long for you guys to find out. And hell yeah of course the answer is our own parent! Who else give us an endless stream of love from day 1 we live on earth till present. Who else wipe our tears when we cried? Who else feeds us with delicious foods which perhaps taste better than 1st class chef cooking? Who else replied with charming smile to us every time we acted out like biatch-es when we want something when we were a kid? Who else stood by us through horns and roses? A lot more who else questions would bring you guys to ponder on how much our parent give to us.

It's endless love. It's an unconditional love.

p/s : I just skyp-ing with my girlfriend. We did talk family stuff. It make me thinking about what my day said. " Probably we are not as rich as the rich dudes around, but probably our life is richer than em in many way." True rite? Money makes the world goes around, but it doesn't give everything.

V

Ni bkan V for Vendetta. Bukan mar.

Well, memang banyak bende yang berlaku these recent weeks. Lagi-lagi kalau kite usha negara tersayang aku dan kau, Malaysia. Orang puteh cakap apa 'infamous'. Yela, sekarang berita pasal Malaysia mungkin laris macam goreng pisang. Mana tak nya, isu pasal hancur penghancuran rumah-rumah ibadat tak setel-setel. Eh silap, orang kate tu bukan isu dia. Isu sebenarnya ialah pasal isu meng'legalise'kan penggunaan nama Allah untuk pihak-pihak gereja Kristian di Malaysia. Lagi bertambah-tambah ke-infamousan Malaysia bila masuk Al -Jazeera.

Al Jazeera

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cV89G-wrgDQ&feature=player_embedded#

Honestly, aku tak leh tekan link 2 kali. Bukan apa, kalau tengok video bual bicara al jazeera ni, hati aku jadi tak seronok, malu, rasa nak 'jek' orang dan sewaktu dengannya. Bagi aku, sepatutnya dalam membincang hal yang serius, panel yang diundang pon sepatutnya membuat persediaan dan komitmen yang serius la jugak. Kalau nak berhujah tapi otak kosong dan lidah kelu, baik la balik umah n tutup pintu. Rasanya, ada je titik rujukan yang punya alim untuk menjawab soalan sebegini tapi wakil ABIM yang dijemput 2 macam tak berbuat demikian je. Minta maaflah kalau pandangan aku ni silap dan hanya membuta-babi.

Papepon, pendek kata ketenangan n kegembiraan itu nikmat dunia. Tak ramai orang rasa dua nikmat ni. So, memang patut aku bersyukur sangat sebab tu la perasaan aku sekarang. Pelik gak coz sepatutnya hati gundah gulana dah nak exam ni plus preparation pun macam apa. Haha

Papela ale, enjoy while it lasts!

Stick Note

Finally things falling into place. Can't wait to see the result. Vamos

No excuses

Blizzard

When the timing is off, when you can't be there when you shud be there, when everything seems to go against you, when nothing can help you. You started giving excuses, reasoning out your slackness. Perhaps, your lips don't lie but just

sometimes there's no room for excuses.

Pahit Manis

We often hear

"No matter how good we are, we can always get better"

but people forget about this..

"no matter how bad we are or how bad we think we are there's always light upon us. It's never too late for we to make turns and for we to keep move forward searching for the one"

Simple Statement

and I like this little inspiration

"Start by doing what's necessary;

then do what's possible;
and suddenly you are doing the impossible"